At least one a week, I cry for Esa.
Last week I had a REALLY good cry, it cleared my sinuses up. Seriously - since the beginning of the year, I have had sinus issues (stuffed up, headaches, etc.). Then I had a really good bawl and my sinuses felt better. During that bawl, I basically cried out to Esa, "Please let me know you are still with me."
Now, I will admit, we have Esa fur dust bunnies. Not that I don't clean, but if you have dogs or cats, you know what I mean. Basically, the fur has gathered at the baseboards or on the stairs (we have carpet throughout the house). No real hair strands, just fur dust bunnies
So anyway, a couple of days later. I brought the mail upstairs to the office and as I was going through it, what do I find. A strand of Esa fur. Plain as day, you can see the blond to white end. I put it in an envelope, and later told Dan about it.
This week, I found ANOTHER single strand of Esa fur. This time, it was on the kitchen counter. Nothing else was on the counter where I found it. That's when it hit me. I had asked for a sign, and I got it. I didn't even remember when I found that first strand that I had asked for a sign. Not until that 2nd strand did I remember.
I added that second strand to the envelope, and found a little peace. She is still with us.

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